ok so i’ve been wondering for a while now… why do people try to be something they’re not? why are some people so fake? it really annoys me. why do you have to find something wrong with yourself and change it for another’s benefit? what makes that other person so special in your eyes to where you feel your true self is not good enough for them, therefore you need to change it up a bit? its already a journey to find who you truly are…once you finally reach that point, why would you want to screw it up and try to change it? no matter how much you change your appearance, or past stories, or tweek your personality you are still going to be the same person. i’m not saying that if your a crack addict you will always be a crack addict or anything…but what i am saying, is that no matter how hard you try to change the core aspects of your personality, no matter how much you try and cover them up…you are still going to be that same person. so save yourself the trouble and just be simple you…not the complicated layered stories/personalities/lies you. seriously, i mean i have met some people who have been so fake and lied so much about their personality and life and stuff that it seems they even have forgotten who they truly are. they are just living in a complicated web of lies and get lost from time to time and give you multiple lies for one situation. i mean honestly, if your are gonna lie, which you shouldn’t, at least get it straight. just to be safe, don’t lie! be yourself. if i’m going to be your friend i want to know YOU, not the person you want to be…not the person you think I want you to be. so maybe this whole thing is confusing you a bit..maybe im ranting a tad, who knows. but i will leave you with this…yes its a bit cheesy …its a couple lines from a song i like and its about accepting the REAL you…
I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who i really am inside
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now, this is who i really am.
BONUS points if you can guess what band and song this is from lol